Mama ♥

Mama i love you,

Mama i care.

You used to be everything to me, i idolised you, but no matter what you put me through i will always love you. At the moment, things are hard, i can't accept the choices you've made, the one's you are making, i can only see that they're hurting. One day i promise i will try to understand, but right now i still wish that you'd never left us, because it tears at the edges of my heart everyday, to see our broken family. I do love you and i do miss you.

The damage will never ever be repaired, the relationship we had never replaced, we can patch it up, but it will never be as good as new.

You know i was always a mommy's girl, but mommy's girl had to grow up.

She had to face the world without mommy to come home to everyday, she had to learn to let go of mommy her idol and face mom the reality. And that was probably what hurt the most, realizing that you weren't who i'd always thought you were.

One day i might understand, but not yet and not today.

I love you ♥

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