Running back through the fire, when there's nothing left to save.

Out of the fire and into the frying pan?

Running back through the fire,

when there is quite clearly NOTHING left to save.

Yet, i still feel that there is something left to save.

In total there are 57 definitions for fire, but the one that stood out most clearly to my cause was number 11 - severe trial or trouble; ordeal.

Thats exactly what this fire is to me, a severe trial or trouble, it's just an ordeal.

You'd think that after 2years the fire would of burnt out, but not when there's always someone giving it a little fuel. Oh, how i wish that you would stop fuelling it, because it just hurts, it sends me back into the fire time after time, because i look into it and it flares a passion within me, one long forgotten, and it inspires me to save the smouldering wisps of the life that was once there, before the fire consumed it.

I guess it's up to me to smother the flames, or else i will be continually burned by the fire, until i no longer feel anything except the heat of hell.

So now the fire is to be put out and the realisation that there is nothing left to save, dawns.